Dissapointed

Today my precious @my home
he looks very sad/mad/tired, and he goes home so early..
is it because i was lazy and didn't want to do?
is it because he got nothing to do and was bored?
or because he's really tired from yesterday (he played tennis and was clubbing last night)
i already knows the answer, he didn't have to tell me, i knew him..
but why? it's always the same story, if he's in a bored mood (its happenning constantly) he behave so unsociable and not sweeet
=( i love more the other side of him <3TLC
but but he called me lately around 11pm, and i feel great now n.n <3<3<3<3<3<3
can have my great beautysleep now ..
LOVEHIM <3

Ooh and C. talked to me at msn and she said she bought tickets for the TMF Awards!
yeahuu im going to TMF awards baby!! cant waitt n.n !
hihi this year the headlines is 30 seconds to mars ^^
its an unfamilair group? i mean, ive never listen any songs of them.. they looks kinda creepy.. but today i watched the clips at youtube and they are not so badd at all.. the song kings and queens is awesome! but there are also another perfomances ! like Gabriella Cilmi , ooh and i love her ! love the song 'on a mission' and there are also netherlands performances from dio & sef, Nick & simon, Opposites etc.

Choices

have u ever doubted a choice u made?
have u ever regretted the choice u made?

have u ever felt like u knew something bad was gonna happen?
a feeling of uneasiness.. of fear..

have u ever just felt lost?

how does it feel when u know u have nobody to turn to?
how does it feel when u know that YOU yourself is the reason u have nobody to turn to?

u want to pick up the phone and just dial that familiar number..
the one u've been dialling ever so often..
but because of your pride and because u know its the right thing to do, u hesitate, u hold back..
and at that moment, the choices u made come back to haunt u..
was it the right thing to do?

time will tell..

and no matter how dark it seems, u know that there is still a light shining somewhere, however dim..
that light is knowing that u'll never look back one day and wonder what if?

but who knows..
maybe you still might..

hellyeah i listen to slowjams

i mean who doesn't love the sexy sounds from babyface, usher, omarion, avant etc. !!
here a list from my favourites! really a must; to listen/flirting with the one you love ^^

J. Holiday - in my bed
J. Holiday - it's yours
J. Holiday - make that sound
R. Kelly - Freaky sensation !!
R. Kelly - bump N grind
Silk - More
Lil Eddie - city of my heart
Lil Eddie - Save a little love
Usher - Trading places !!
Usher - Bedtime
Keith Sweat - my body
Keith Sweat - nobody !!
Donell Jones - all her love
Mario vazquez - one shot !!
Marques Houston - naked !!
Marques Houston - sex with you
Omarion - slow dancin
Young Steff - slow jukin'
Marcus Hernandez - if you were mine !!
Pretty Ricky - On the hotline
Pretty Ricky - grind on me
Pretty Ricky - Lingerie
Chris Brown - take you down
Frankie J - we still
Frankie J - Tender love
Frankie J - more than words
Wayne Marshall - G-spot
Jamie Foxx - slow
Avant - wanna be close
Babyface - everytime i close my eyes !!
Ashanti - things you make me do
Bobby Tinsley - addicted
Robin thicke - sex therapy
Robin thicke - lost without you
David Archuleta - A little too not over you !!
David Archuleta - Crush
David Archuleta - Angels
Christion - slow motion
Day 26 - So good
Mario - Let me love you
Trey songz - you belong to me
Deepside - what i need
Ginuwine - last chance
a whole litany ehe XD nothing rocks better than oldschool





here the songs where i really can cry for
Mario vazquez - Gallery !!
Babyface - the loneliness !!
Usher - will work for love
Usher - you got i bad
Keri Hilson - Tell him the truth
Nikki Flores - Selfish !!
Blaque - questions !!
Frankie J - Still
Frankie J - don't wanna try no more
Frankie J - daddy's little girl
Jordyn Taylor - strong
Neyo - mad
Rihanna - cry
Jagged Edge - goodbye
Marcos Hernandez - time to let go
Marasco - i can't take it anymore !!
Marasco - tell me why
Brandy - have you ever
Kelly rowland - still in love with my ex

back to school

after 5months internship its soo weird too go back too school..
back to things like ;
Heavy schoolbags, long long boring lessons, examns
oohh and schoolschedules! sigh.. poor me, my new schoolschedule is a hell! on monday i got school till 9pm! how faktup is that x.X i would be round 10/11pm home ?! crazyy!!!
and last but not last #1 the worst; homework! i got really alot things to accomplish, im soo late and lazy too do things ! i must make some time for doing my homework.. just each day like an hour its a good start.. or else i take one the whole day doing all the homework! (ofcourse first doing the most important things) its time to make plans !? omg i never make plans.. teehee i really needs a kick on my lazyy cfat !!

oohwell luckly school also has positive things.. like; having fun with schoolmates, eating and drinking during lessons, and truancy XD hahuah! and the important thing #1 is learn more about fashion and design! thats the reason to go to school aaiightt.. and and learn better english! XD
my english is fakdap! yea you there, i know you also agree with that xp^^

hihi today its the 22e !! congratz to me and my baby! already 27months happy together! yeahuu..!

last day

Oohhh its already my last day internship!
its going so fast..!! i remember my first day so well .. its just like it was yesterday =') haha
aww i already miss them so badly.. saying goodbye is so hard T.T the people there were so nice to me, they gaved me a little goodbye-gift.
oh and wednesday i may fit the weddingdresses ! hihi i felt like cinderella ='D

goodbye

this morning my grandparents flight back to singapore..
just a week in holland.. suppose to be till end april..
ooh i knew it! i told ya so, holland is too cold for them!
they used to be a warm land and to be spoiled..

headache

My grandparents just here for 3days ..
and all i can hear is nag about the weather, the pain she have and want to have massage, and when we going to eat, or play mahjong..
teeheee, its alright they are my grandparents i have to be nice to them.. but if i can handle this for 2months?
let's find out!
xxx

moving out

Tomorrow in the morning my grandparents will arrive to cold cold holland..
oohh is this really the good time to come here?
its too cold for them and we are soo busyy with moving to our new house..
oohwell i think it will be ok .. n.n kachel meer aanzetten and asiandramas will entertain them.. ^^
ooh and last week i went to roermond with my precious but dont know which day anymore hehe XD
shopping and watched the icesculpture! it was beautifull !!
pics are coming
stay tuned!