Songzyuuup!

Trey songz was crazy insane !

I LOVEE GAGA

The monster ball tour was sick !

i looveee to shopp!

Went to Nijmegen & Arnhem,
oohh i love this summer! zara, H&M, etc. etc.
the beautiful flower prints, cute dresses, off shoulder tops, it's totally my style! i love it :D :D :D
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY, and happy with the lovelee clothes, dresses i bought!

I keep thinking off ......
why my bf didn't call meh today =(
does he care about me? don't he want to know what ive done this week?
i mean.. we didnt see each other the entire week! just a few calls...
and you always clubbing with friends! without me! always home..
i didn't say that i don't like, but i do; i don't like..
but is it normal to be? or am i too selfish ? T.T
i mean we never go clubbing together anymore! or i must correct we even don't do any FF stuffs anymore! is it because you're much happier without me?
i feeel soo broke and lonely.. i always cry because of you

wanna quite

didn't blog for a while...
but i didn't have the mood to write an entry..
i think i haven't got the mood for anything..
i feeel so lazy =( didn't want to go to school, to do my homework
all i wanna do is hang out, chillin, being with friends and my boyfriend..
but quess what! ive got vacation now for the whole week!
mayb is that what i needed too....

lazy days

I gonna become real fat at the rate I'm eating alot of cinnamon cakes... I swear they put like cocaine or something in them

YEA ITS ALMOST VACATION!

hate this feelings

It feels like you don't care about me, it feels like you don't wanna care about me. Do you really love me like you said to me? I don't know anymore. In your daily life do you really miss me? or must i correct; do you even think about me?! It feels like i'm invisible to you, cause how could you say that to me? i feel realy hurt. Can't believe what you said to me. This is not the first time, it's happens constantly, 2years together and i still dont't understand you, what you're thinking off. it feels you're like a stranger to me. It hurts. Don't know you anymore.

new record!

Happy bday to Kimson!! already 20 years la!!
had fun at his birthday !! except i burnt my hair T.T

ooh time goo soo fast ! =( just remember the old memories 2006 like it was yesterday..

hahahaha i got a new record by sleeping! i slept from 6pm till 12am, 13hours teeheee !

Bounty hunter

"It's a job. It isn't personal.
Well maybe a little."

"Thinking your ex to jail. Best job ever!"

Jennifer Aniston and Gerard Butler at The Bounty hunter, watched with my precious! XD

Today im doing gooood!! i've finally started to do my internship report! and guess what! =D it's DONEEEE!!!! YEAHUUU !!! my report got 20sheets, i've printed out, found and cutted some photo's in a bridemagazine, sticked with glue and put it in a nice map.. hahahahh i'm doing my homework! LIKE FOREAL!!

sunny day

yesterday i put fake lashes on my wimpers, hihi it's looks great on me n.n

went to woerden with my precious
it was a beautiful sunny day! lovee itt !
i bought material for my jacket, but i bought something i didn't want ...
what i want is an oldpink fake leather but i didn't find it, and what i bought is a black transparant with roses, it's looks very chique. it's not what i want(i think!!?), i want tough but in a cute way.. oohhgosh, it's soo annoying!! don't know what i exactly want.. teeheee

that night i went to dinner with the girlss, had fun, missed them alot! escpecially S. and D. didn't see them along timee!! and the food was delicious!

[L] Tequila shots!

Happy bday too Jazz! alweer 19 jaartjes.
celebrating her birthday last friday at popocatepetl oohh the food was delicious! hihi
that night i went to bunnik with my precious it was a crazyyy night !




oohhh i told them i didn't wan on photo, look how white i am on camera.. especially with my black dress, but i like the pic above with my bf n.n

Suesue found me and my bf in a youtube movie, hahauh it's kinda funny, cuz i realy didn't remember these crazy guys that night. too much shots?!

Dissapointed

Today my precious @my home
he looks very sad/mad/tired, and he goes home so early..
is it because i was lazy and didn't want to do?
is it because he got nothing to do and was bored?
or because he's really tired from yesterday (he played tennis and was clubbing last night)
i already knows the answer, he didn't have to tell me, i knew him..
but why? it's always the same story, if he's in a bored mood (its happenning constantly) he behave so unsociable and not sweeet
=( i love more the other side of him <3TLC
but but he called me lately around 11pm, and i feel great now n.n <3<3<3<3<3<3
can have my great beautysleep now ..
LOVEHIM <3

Ooh and C. talked to me at msn and she said she bought tickets for the TMF Awards!
yeahuu im going to TMF awards baby!! cant waitt n.n !
hihi this year the headlines is 30 seconds to mars ^^
its an unfamilair group? i mean, ive never listen any songs of them.. they looks kinda creepy.. but today i watched the clips at youtube and they are not so badd at all.. the song kings and queens is awesome! but there are also another perfomances ! like Gabriella Cilmi , ooh and i love her ! love the song 'on a mission' and there are also netherlands performances from dio & sef, Nick & simon, Opposites etc.

Choices

have u ever doubted a choice u made?
have u ever regretted the choice u made?

have u ever felt like u knew something bad was gonna happen?
a feeling of uneasiness.. of fear..

have u ever just felt lost?

how does it feel when u know u have nobody to turn to?
how does it feel when u know that YOU yourself is the reason u have nobody to turn to?

u want to pick up the phone and just dial that familiar number..
the one u've been dialling ever so often..
but because of your pride and because u know its the right thing to do, u hesitate, u hold back..
and at that moment, the choices u made come back to haunt u..
was it the right thing to do?

time will tell..

and no matter how dark it seems, u know that there is still a light shining somewhere, however dim..
that light is knowing that u'll never look back one day and wonder what if?

but who knows..
maybe you still might..

hellyeah i listen to slowjams

i mean who doesn't love the sexy sounds from babyface, usher, omarion, avant etc. !!
here a list from my favourites! really a must; to listen/flirting with the one you love ^^

J. Holiday - in my bed
J. Holiday - it's yours
J. Holiday - make that sound
R. Kelly - Freaky sensation !!
R. Kelly - bump N grind
Silk - More
Lil Eddie - city of my heart
Lil Eddie - Save a little love
Usher - Trading places !!
Usher - Bedtime
Keith Sweat - my body
Keith Sweat - nobody !!
Donell Jones - all her love
Mario vazquez - one shot !!
Marques Houston - naked !!
Marques Houston - sex with you
Omarion - slow dancin
Young Steff - slow jukin'
Marcus Hernandez - if you were mine !!
Pretty Ricky - On the hotline
Pretty Ricky - grind on me
Pretty Ricky - Lingerie
Chris Brown - take you down
Frankie J - we still
Frankie J - Tender love
Frankie J - more than words
Wayne Marshall - G-spot
Jamie Foxx - slow
Avant - wanna be close
Babyface - everytime i close my eyes !!
Ashanti - things you make me do
Bobby Tinsley - addicted
Robin thicke - sex therapy
Robin thicke - lost without you
David Archuleta - A little too not over you !!
David Archuleta - Crush
David Archuleta - Angels
Christion - slow motion
Day 26 - So good
Mario - Let me love you
Trey songz - you belong to me
Deepside - what i need
Ginuwine - last chance
a whole litany ehe XD nothing rocks better than oldschool





here the songs where i really can cry for
Mario vazquez - Gallery !!
Babyface - the loneliness !!
Usher - will work for love
Usher - you got i bad
Keri Hilson - Tell him the truth
Nikki Flores - Selfish !!
Blaque - questions !!
Frankie J - Still
Frankie J - don't wanna try no more
Frankie J - daddy's little girl
Jordyn Taylor - strong
Neyo - mad
Rihanna - cry
Jagged Edge - goodbye
Marcos Hernandez - time to let go
Marasco - i can't take it anymore !!
Marasco - tell me why
Brandy - have you ever
Kelly rowland - still in love with my ex

back to school

after 5months internship its soo weird too go back too school..
back to things like ;
Heavy schoolbags, long long boring lessons, examns
oohh and schoolschedules! sigh.. poor me, my new schoolschedule is a hell! on monday i got school till 9pm! how faktup is that x.X i would be round 10/11pm home ?! crazyy!!!
and last but not last #1 the worst; homework! i got really alot things to accomplish, im soo late and lazy too do things ! i must make some time for doing my homework.. just each day like an hour its a good start.. or else i take one the whole day doing all the homework! (ofcourse first doing the most important things) its time to make plans !? omg i never make plans.. teehee i really needs a kick on my lazyy cfat !!

oohwell luckly school also has positive things.. like; having fun with schoolmates, eating and drinking during lessons, and truancy XD hahuah! and the important thing #1 is learn more about fashion and design! thats the reason to go to school aaiightt.. and and learn better english! XD
my english is fakdap! yea you there, i know you also agree with that xp^^

hihi today its the 22e !! congratz to me and my baby! already 27months happy together! yeahuu..!

last day

Oohhh its already my last day internship!
its going so fast..!! i remember my first day so well .. its just like it was yesterday =') haha
aww i already miss them so badly.. saying goodbye is so hard T.T the people there were so nice to me, they gaved me a little goodbye-gift.
oh and wednesday i may fit the weddingdresses ! hihi i felt like cinderella ='D

goodbye

this morning my grandparents flight back to singapore..
just a week in holland.. suppose to be till end april..
ooh i knew it! i told ya so, holland is too cold for them!
they used to be a warm land and to be spoiled..

headache

My grandparents just here for 3days ..
and all i can hear is nag about the weather, the pain she have and want to have massage, and when we going to eat, or play mahjong..
teeheee, its alright they are my grandparents i have to be nice to them.. but if i can handle this for 2months?
let's find out!
xxx

moving out

Tomorrow in the morning my grandparents will arrive to cold cold holland..
oohh is this really the good time to come here?
its too cold for them and we are soo busyy with moving to our new house..
oohwell i think it will be ok .. n.n kachel meer aanzetten and asiandramas will entertain them.. ^^
ooh and last week i went to roermond with my precious but dont know which day anymore hehe XD
shopping and watched the icesculpture! it was beautifull !!
pics are coming
stay tuned!

big mess

Oohh it was a very busy weeek.. partieed alot! pics are coming ^^
deze week heb ik voorjaarsvakantie, tijd gaat echt snel,
vakantie is alweer bijna voorbij.. dan nog 3weken te gaan en me stage zit alweer op..
En wat heb ik gedaan deze vrije week? slopen opruimen schoonmaken veeel schoonmaken! XD
de bewoners van onze huis is eruit en we moeten veeel heeelveeel schoonmaken! its a big mess! vooral de keuken! overal lagen er olievlekken, sausvlekken, restjes eten van de koelkast tot gasfornuis, muren tot vloer!! en dus hebben we een hele nieuwe vloer neergelegd. Teeheee mijn arme bed is helemaal in elkaar gezakt sigh... hoe krijgen ze dat nou voor elkaar! XD ben naar leenbakker en heb een splinternieuw bed gehaald, yeahuuu =)
me opa en oma komen volgende week! dus het moet snel gebeurd worden en veeel schoongemaakt worden!!
lucky me i got my bestt BF ever, he came each day helping, caring and loving me, isnt he sweeet!

xoxox

My new love!

Today i didnt go to internship, oh im bad hihi went with my parents to amsterdam, pc hooftstraat! in the past if i come there i always windowshopping^^ but QUESS WHAT! HAHAHAUHAH HAHAUHUAHAAH i bought my new loveee! HAHUAHAHA! yeahuuu! im sooo in love! yesyes im talkinng about my new LV SPEEDY 30!!!

Happy Day!

Happy Chinese new year! Happy Valentine's Day!

2years together and we didnt celebrates any valentine's days together.. but its like he knows what im thinking and what i want, i realy likes to celebrate it, but i didnt said, i know he's that kind of type that he will say that every day is valentines day and every day is the same day.. i came at his house and he was so sweet and extra tender to me! lately he's got a suprise for me! he gaved me a GUESS BRACELET, aaah isnt he sweeet and romantic! n.n but i didnt bought anything for him so ashamed =( to tell the truth i realy didnt know, and didnt think about to buy something.. but this was realy a suprise to me, but he always cheered me up that its ok.. its was a lovelee Day!! (L)

Alexander McQueen

17 march 1969 - 11 february 2010

Read the news bout the dead from Alexander McQueen (a british fashiondesigner). It's a BIG shock for the fashionworld! He worked as headdesigner at Givenchy and McQlabels. Also he designed dramatic clothes worn by celebrities like Lady Gaga, Rihanna, Nicole Kidman etc. He was found dead that morning in his wardrobe. He died days before the London Fashion Week, and 9 days after the dead of his mother from cancer. but was his dead a suicide ? because he miss his mom? oohh its very sadd :( he was a legendary! and we will miss him! his designs was awesome and its very different to other designers! the dramatic looks but matching clothes on the catwalk.. a good example is the famous artist Lady Gaga; why she's become so far? reason number 3 is her music, reason number 2 are the musicvideo's and that's why the number 1 reason is because that she worn the extravagant clothes from Alexander McQueen.. that's my opinion, but also a fact?
xox

Having fun!

Went to ila last night! with crazyy suesue &lq! .. jep my bf didnt want to go =(

oohwell, it wass a crazyy night with the chicks! the old times at bunnik was back!

Red head Suesue! DRUNK XD

and today i got my very first facial! i looveed the scrub, peeling and the steamer its soo relaxingg! But ohh when the specialist removing your talg.. ohh it hurt so much! XD omoo my head was soo RED! T_T but but it feels great! especially i was clubbing last night, at my first time my face feels soo clean! n_n its the begin of my relaxing satur-day!

stagebeurs

Tuesday i had scholarship (?stagebeurs), it means that you have to promote your bedrijf waar je stage loopt voor toekomstige studenten, je krijgt een tafel en een paspop. i've bring a lugagge to school! got alot of things from my internship: a weddingdress and alot of folders and dvd's om uit te geven. it went well, alot of people were interested.

happy bday Karina

went to Karina 20th bday saturdaynight, it was fun!! n_n
hihi loved the weekend.. spend the whole time with my precious<3

miss my hair! =(

Before:

After:

already 8 years me haartjes geverfd naar rood, bruin, lichtbruin, koperblond, blond.

now im back to black.. i look older huh?! ^^

pimp up your vintage!

03.02.10 Op de eerste dag van de Amsterdam International Fashion Week verscheen de magische roman Kledingreparatie Los Milagros van de Duits-Argentijnse schrijfster María Cecilia Barbetta, die zich helemaal afspeelt in een naaiatelier waar kleding wordt vermaakt. Daarom een fantastische modewedstrijd.
Het is helemaal in om van vintage of gedragen kleding iets nieuws te maken. Niet alleen een rok langer of korter maar ook innemen en andere stoffen toevoegen, ruches op saaie blouses, applicaties op simpele T-shirts etc. Doe nu mee aan de 'Pimp up your vintage'-wedstrijd: neem een foto van het kledingstuk voor je het vermaakt en nadat je het veranderd hebt. Leg uit wat je hebt gedaan en mail dat met je naam en adres. Een onafhankelijke jury kiest elke maand tot 1 juli 2010 een winnaar uit alle inzendingen: hoe eerder je inzendt hoe vaker je kans maakt. Elke winnaar krijgt een mooi pakket: Een uniek stoffen Barbetta-tasje, de roman uiteraard, een uniek label met entreecode tot WORN_RELICS (c) waar je je kleding kunt registreren, een uitnodiging voor de Barbetta Meet & Greet later dit jaar en nog een verrassing.

oftewel IM IN!!! =D this will be a great contest for me as a beginner youngth designer
stay tuned! lately i will show my creative design lah! n_n

i can be an actress!

my first entry that im using my mobile instead with my laptop.. im in the train now, no im not going home hihi but to alphen a/d rijn have a dinner with lovely suesue, so it will be a short entry.. my english is bad hehe i dont have a translater on my mobile! grr! oohwell, in the morning i was still 50/50, if i go then i must say alot excuse, if i dont go moet ik de dagen in de vakantie weer inhalen! but lately i decided to go to my internship, it was already late, but i always got thousand reasons to tell why hahuah! but it was ok, they believed me and everyone was happy to see me=D so i was very happy2! they've missed me, aaah they are so nicee, hihi love them alot!

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im back from dinner lah.. its now 11pm. i'm in the train again.. its been a long time i havent see her, im happy to see her again! was so much fun, we laughed our ass off!! mind mapping our first met at bunnik and alot of crazyy things we've done. elke keer is het weer zo gezellig met haar, zelfs als we samen op bank zitten met ijs kunnen we keihard lachen en praten! we gingen bij ismorus italiaans restaurant eten, it was so nice! we want 3gangen but we knew that we've small stomach, so we have shared everything! yess we eated with 2spoons hahuah! but it was delicious! cant wait to see her again! maybe next week ila?

xoxo

my 5th blog

its already time, new year new blog
*hope to keep this blog for longg! teehee*

as always my first entry; my plans for this year
♥ have my driving license (in 1keer afrijden!)
♥ design more clothes
♥ study hardy
♥ learn english (my english is very bad! im using a translater!)
♥ parrty hardy
♥ new job (better one!)
♥ moree online shopping
♥ moree blogging
♥ have/spend more time for my best friends
♥ loving and caring my family, friends and my BF ♥

the list isn't done, there will be more coming .. ^^

teehee, i was very happy in the morning. a big smile on my face i choosed tough outfit conforming my new highheels that i bought last weekend. I came downstairs and looked outside, it was snowing! ok first i thought nothing can make my day worse zelfs niet dat 10cm sneeuw dat op de grond ligt! unfortunately outside it was much colder and slippery than i thought.. i walked with my highheels carefully to the train that already came. it can't, my lovely heels heeft geen grip! lopen met een gladde zool en hakken van 10cm op het ijs?! its impossible! sigh ging ik weer naar binnen zag ik de trein wegrijden uit het window.. so to tell the truth; today i skipt my internship. *pleasee dont think any negative thing or sumthing..* it was very cold, and this is really my first time in 2 months i skipt my internship. Oohwell today i will join with my parents and sister to Den Haag! yamcha and alot of shopping!

xoxox